在我们相遇之前，我是一个快乐、幽默、强壮的年轻人。后来，当我情绪低落的时候，你来找我撒谎说你能让我的生活变得更好更轻松。从那天起，我就相信并信任你，做你告诉我的一切，不管这对我有什么影响。我不再吃了。我躲着我的朋友和家人。我拒绝大笑或微笑，最重要的是，真正的我隐藏在我们恶心的谎言的深处。但现在当我写这篇文章时，我可以看到有多少战斗最终取得了胜利。你把我减到危险的尺寸，但现在我重了x公斤。我学会了与人、朋友、家人相处，并最终成为一个好伙伴。我已经赢回了我的微笑和良好的心情。 I no loner have to force a fake laugh at things and my smile is at its brightest. My old strength is returning to me. I can sense my old self emerging and I can’t remember feeling this good. Now, more than ever, I can feel my anger concentrated on you. It was you who did all of this to me and it’s you that I will get my revenge against. I shall banish you from my life forever. I am half way there and still getting stronger. Soon the real me shall fully emerge and you will disappear forever. That day, I have no doubt, will be the best day of my life. Because it will be the day thta you lose the war and my suffering ends. I am getting stronger every day and its only a matter of time before I reemerge as the hapy, humourous and strong young man that I once was. I am on the road to recovery and I will not let you stand in my way.